asexuality: lack of sexual attraction



Lately I haven't had much desire to even look in the direction of the opposite sex. Chalk it up to the fact that I'm not an "if at first you don't succeed, try, try again" type of person. I'm more of a "try once, try twice, and if it doesn't succeed take a long leave of hiatus until the desire comes back" type. eh.

a lot on my mind

the words i cant find

to clear the smoke

that clouds my brain

i lay in the sheets

my body at ease

but still my mind races

bothered by all the thoughts of the day past

and of those soon to come

composed
©sharirenee 2011
All rights reserved

| Undone.

How could you not love her?

|Question existing

Where does love go?

Does it up and disappear

Cease to exist

Does it leave with the faces

And fade into a distant memory

Does it trickle down your face and seep into your skin

only to leave no trace that it ever existed

I think back to all the people in my past whom I have loved

All the faces, personalities, personas that I have fallen in love with

That are no more…

All the places and faces that have escaped me

So far removed from every one of them

Every one that was once the source of my smile no longer has a say

in what emotions my face takes on….

composed
©sharirenee 2011
All rights reserved

|for your listening pleasure

I posted this song to the blog a while ago. But here's the video. It's so raw, and I love it.

Viva Mexico! pt II

my gift to myself. I wanted a piece of jewelry that looked like Mexico and would remind me of my beautiful trip.. this did it for me, reminds me of the sun.

Viva Mexico!

by Nicole Ritchie

I want every piece in this collection! pleaseeeeee.

All of these pieces can be found at http://www.shopthetrendboutique.com/hoofha14gope1.html?source=pjn&subid=21181

I'm now embarking on month 3 of being in the "real world" and it is still so surreal.

The transition from college graduate to full on career woman seems to be a long, long road. And I must admit I'm finding it hard to navigate. I'm still trying to figure out exactly where this life will take me. With a BA in Mass Communications, print journalism, my career path isn't exactly in the top 10 careers that will skyrocket me to becoming the next multi-millionaire right away, however, I'm still very content with my decision. I've always loved to write.

I always tell my friends sometimes I wish I could have a sneak peek at my life 5 years from now.. I'm so impatient, I just want to know where I'll be in 5 years time. It would make the little uncertanties in life so much more bearable to know that in that time everything will have fallen into place and will make sense. They think I'm crazy. Maybe I am.

#trippy

Designs by: Karolina Eriksson