my biggest fear is being alone

a voice but no one to listen

a hand with no one to hold

a story with no one to tell

solo.

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Grenade.

20 Things I wish I'd known at 20

1. Consider the source. If you’re worried about someone who dislikes you, first ask yourself whether they’re an asshole. If you don’t like them, and they don’t like you, that’s not a problem. That’s a mutual understanding.

3. Don’t waste your time. If you have to play hard to get, move on. You’ll know when you’ve found a healthy relationship because it won’t confuse you.

5. Don’t complain. Maybe venting makes you feel better, but letting off steam can also lull you into maintaining the status quo. Unfortunately, the status quo is pissing you off, which is why you’re whining in the first place. If you’re frustrated, turn that energy toward fixing your problems, not bitching about them.

6. Don’t obsess. Worrying is complaint’s ugly cousin. Either use that energy to change your situation, or relax.

10. You look good. There’s no such thing as the hottest person in the room. Everyone is attracted to something different, so just take those odds and run with them.

11. Being nice is overrated. In fact, “nice” is the least interesting thing someone can say about you.

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asexuality: lack of sexual attraction



Lately I haven't had much desire to even look in the direction of the opposite sex. Chalk it up to the fact that I'm not an "if at first you don't succeed, try, try again" type of person. I'm more of a "try once, try twice, and if it doesn't succeed take a long leave of hiatus until the desire comes back" type. eh.

a lot on my mind

the words i cant find

to clear the smoke

that clouds my brain

i lay in the sheets

my body at ease

but still my mind races

bothered by all the thoughts of the day past

and of those soon to come

composed
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| Undone.

How could you not love her?

|Question existing

Where does love go?

Does it up and disappear

Cease to exist

Does it leave with the faces

And fade into a distant memory

Does it trickle down your face and seep into your skin

only to leave no trace that it ever existed

I think back to all the people in my past whom I have loved

All the faces, personalities, personas that I have fallen in love with

That are no more…

All the places and faces that have escaped me

So far removed from every one of them

Every one that was once the source of my smile no longer has a say

in what emotions my face takes on….

composed
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|for your listening pleasure

I posted this song to the blog a while ago. But here's the video. It's so raw, and I love it.