Musings: 2/6/2020

I trust myself,

and I think that says a lot.

a lot of people operate from a place of fear because they can't trust themselves

for some what is a great mystery,

is for others, great mastery.

I know myself,
at my core.

I'm comfortable in my skin,

I operate within this body

and it is all I've ever known.

I've been with me longer than anyone on this planet.

I'll be damned if I allow anyone to cause me to live in a way 

where I trust another more than myself.

I've worked hard for this.

I'm extremely proud of the woman that I am,

I trust her

to deliver,

to set (and stick to) healthy boundaries,

to be 

upstanding and

righteous

and first and foremost,

to know her worth

...

2020, I'm ready for ya

Musings: 12/29/19

redirecting my focus on things that are tangible 

I have a few passion projects up my sleeve

2020 is the year of expansion

feels good to not be living a lie

many find comfort in a false sense of...

smiling in the midst of  d e l u s i o n

lol

thank god for discernment, 

wisdom to know better

and courage to move

I choose not to prolong my suffering

everything solid over here.

( SIDE NOTE: loving this self-realization book that was gifted to me, made out of stars x meera lee patel... committed to becoming the best possible version of myself, for myself )