feelings.
so many feelings.
and yet,
I don't know how to feel.
been feeling overwhelmed with....
want.
desire for something more.
something to crash land in my lap and scream, "HERE I AM!"
on hold seems to be a lingering state
the change begins with me but I'm frozen in fear of what's behind curtain number 1
when did I become so
"safe"
responsible sounds better
but I know what it is
growth doesn't come from standing still.