Tuesday, December 29, 2020
Sunday, December 20, 2020
I have complete confidence in myself and my abilities
people pleasing is out of the door
I've watched others allow fear to hold them back from what they really wanted,
and I won't make that same mistake
pros vs cons
the difference between givers and takers is the latter never stop/ satisfied
I'd rather you show me than tell me
forever grateful for anyone that goes out of their way to make me smile
seeing your not so flattering traits reflected back to you in the form of another is very eye opening
to say the least
this year far exceeded my expectations in many ways
a one woman show and I'm killing it
the story's not over yet
Wednesday, December 9, 2020
Sunday, December 6, 2020
Thursday, November 26, 2020
Wednesday, November 4, 2020
Wednesday, October 28, 2020
I remember when I first started this blog...
I kept it to myself
I used it as an outlet,
a space to post things that interested and inspired me.
a place to yell out into the darkness if you will,
unsure and unbothered by if anyone was to hear.
I felt that if someone stumbled upon my little slice of the internet it was for a reason
something brought them here and I was okay with that.
It felt intimate, although I was posting freely onto the world wide web.
I only mentioned it to a select few that knew me.
I feel over the years I have lost the excitement to post
possibly due to life's happenings
falling in and falling out
losing interest, regaining and losing it again
I also think that I started to think too much into things
my musings became fewer
people would question posts
or mention that they checked out my blog
which always felt a little weird
because I don't always like to feel seen.
it can feel like having someone read your journal and then pick apart the entries
I say all of that to say
I miss writing.
I miss releasing and posting fun things and not overthinking it so much
so here's to more of the former and less of the latter.
Monday, September 14, 2020
Sunday, September 13, 2020