Musings: 1/1/2019

today feels

new,

like sparkly clean.

peaceful

relaxing

fresh 

filled with faith and determination

and I have no doubt that this will be one of the best years of my life

as cliche as it sounds. 

idc

I recognize the power that I possess and plan to grab 2019 by the reigns.

2018 left me feeling...

unfinished

like I had business left to tend to.

it was a year of awakening in many ways

a year that caused me to question if I was happy with the trajectory of my life 

if I was walking in my true purpose, 

or the shadow of someone else's.

a year filled with so many questions

some of which have yet to be answered

but the best part about continuously asking questions

is that once you know the question

you can seek the answer

if you don't know the problem 

how can you solve it?

I brought in the new year in my apartment,

alone,

meditating

on what I want to manifest in the new year

lit a few candles

played my favorite relaxing music in the background 

and then went to bed.

nice and low-key 

to whoever may see this, I'm wishing you the happiest new year! may peace and prosperity find you.

( SIDE NOTE: I also kicked off Jan 1 by starting a gratitude jar; something that I had been wanting to do for a while now. )